I'M ONLY HUMAN.
"I'd rather fail being who I am, than fail being somebody that they want me to be." - LBJ
in gloomy weather
with scar-skinned leather
pulling another lever…
with all my might.
I'm not here to judge nor care what others think of what I'm doing.
It's Me vs. Me.
From self-preservation, I beat myself up first. The masochism is there. Procrastination, comparison, and energy-draining cyclonic thoughts.
All to show me a sign, even if these moments are scary and one hell of a lonely feeling.
Isolation, tremor, segregation. All things that test me and put me closer to breaking point.
But I know my greatest version comes from this; to experience internal hardship before I can be my best self.
Even reflecting on this scares the shit out of me.
I'm only human and I trust the process.
#selfawareness #selflove #iamhuman